>>1459137Ok, I've decided to drop them. I can't imagine myself waking up in the morning at 9am, going to an office, having somebody tell you what to do, going on ships and dealing with tons of people, plus corona bro made flying deadly, the oil prices sank and fleet will die soon as well. Fuck it, I'm all good with what I have and will not sell my freedom, peace, harmony, for a couple of bucks. My brother works in register, it's hell to me what he's doing, having tons of flights and resp..lity, also my friend works in nature preserve service, he took me with for several days on his job, I remember feeling absolutely depressed just watching him filling all those blanks and doing routine. Fuck it. No way. I finally understood why I wanted to try this job, it's because I'd be able to go to UK in a few months afterwards, and I love uk so much and miss it insanely, but even this will not make me sacrifice my freedom. I also remember ''working'' in SGS, damn, I went through tons of attestations, interviews, only to die from boredom in a silly office with corporate slaves, pathetic grownups doing things they are forced to do, that was terrible experience, I mean, the people were super cool, I really loed them, they were kind and welcoming, but I felt sorry for them, there was just something dead in the eyes of those young girls and lads, like, they looked like they accepted their fate of being enslaved for stuff, so they appeared locked in this ''luxury mansion'' with everything they want, but, they can never be free. Oh, I just got what their yes looked like, like the eyes of a castrated cat, that lives in a wealthy locked house, his fur is shiny and silky, he feeds with pricey meals and has the comfiest bed ever, but... but he's castrated, he can never leave the house and roam the forest, catch a mouse, fuck a random cat in the street, that's why there's soft sadness in his
eyes.So there is no doubt I'd drop Lloyd's too, that would've been just a question of time.
