Because it's free, it's simple, and most importantly, you can't back out of it.
It's like the whole meme about men killing themselves more; it's not just than men want to off themselves more, it's just that women will likely resort to pills or something 'non violet', which just happens to be a manner of method that can be reversed or stumbled upon.
If you throw yourself under a train, or shotgun your temple, there's no coming back from that, even if you really did puss out or change your mind.
It's also a statement of sorts, I assume.
Everyone's gonna have you on their mind that day, you might even make a PTSD level impact on some poor conductor.
Just selfishness, really. What's new with dudes?
>>1601068And yet no one wants to help anyone else out.
We wouldn't have firefighters today if they were a new idea.