>>1833725well at least it's an excuse to get a new helmet, that's the way I saw it when I smashed my head recently. I don't remember buying it (but I obviously did because I have a new helmet) because my brain was still out to lunch even 48 hours afterwards. still pretty confused now a week later, mostly I'm just extremely depressed about the whole thing. Still need to true my rear wheel which has never not been perfectly true, it's going to be a pain because it's relatively deep section stiff aluminium. And I got drunk last night which is scaring me, I don't want to slide back into alcoholism again, I know the answers aren't there and I literally took up cycling to get out of it.
at first I thought I just fucked up and struck a pedal but I've now been thinking a distracted/malicious car driver rear ended me and either ran off or I told them to fuck off and just don't remember.
sorry for blogposting I know nobody cares I just need to get this out
