Why is it so fucking difficult to find a straight answer on what exactly I need to know for this test? Along with that, why am I obligated to pay over $3k for classes at a community college when it doesn't include getting my learner's permit? I'm struggling to see why so many outside forces are preventing me from simply getting this license. I already know that the "practice test" is bullshit and none of those questions will be on the actual test, I already fell for that bullshit when I got my motorcycle learner's permit (protip: none of those fucking "practice" questions were on the test)
I'm not taking this god damn test multiple times because they want me to know every acronym for government regulations or how much hydraulic fluid to the thousandth decimal the reservoir needs. I'm reading and trying to retain everything I can but this shit is seriously 127 pages of technical legal jargon made to appease DOT and specifics of what every bolt and nut does. I'm getting frustrated and extremely irritated and I see so many Somalians and other foreigners on the interstates who drive like absolute shit but somehow they obtained their CDLs, so if I fail this I don't think I'll have any other choice than to end it all. This is literally my only way out of my shitty life and terrible paying jobs, I'm not smart enough for anything else, I'm barely even smart enough for this. FUCK just tell me it's easier than I'm making it seem