>>1865818I think its the idea of killing another animal, as well as then proceeding to dismember it. I know deer are invasive, and fucking annoying, and I have a low hatred of them due to them constantly attempting suicide by car.
I just think of my kitty and if she was hurt. I know it doesn't make sense, and its lame and gay, whatever, I'm mainly doing this to get over that feeling. I've lived a very sheltered, soft life. Trying to not anymore.