>>971506There's another book called End Game. It's so pensivily realistic about our doom and our manufactured indifference about said doom brought about by poisonous civilization, that it made me want to kill myself too.
Infact I gave End Game to two friends who also quickly become depressed about our worldly/personal situations. One friend like myself just blocked it out... we still realize how fucked things are and we're still red pilled, we just choose not to acknowledge it and go about our lives the best we can. The other friend dropped off with his gf and became a traveling organic farmer or something wholesome like that.
Hope that helps with your outlooks. Use what horrible thing you know as a tool to living better for the time you have here. Now you know what to avoid and have a better idea on how to strive for happiness in your personal life.