>>2651412Go out! Go out a few times feeling a few different ways. Don't expect revelations to start whistling through the trees at you as soon as you set up camp, it will take a while to adjust to the stillness, the quietness, the peace. People spend hours buying/planning for their big escape moment only to fail at breaking through their modern programming. Then they return and feel like they failed, jumping headlong further into the people world as a result.
Being by yourself in an undistracted state is how you're supposed to spend a lot of your time. By being by yourself you're being by your self, you're BY your SELF when you think about it.