>>2651412There is no inner peace to be obtained. The wilderness will not give you that. The wilderness will only change the nature of your struggle. The good news is that your salvation lies in embracing the struggle of life.
Inner peace is only real in the face of, or close to, death. All of life is a struggle, no matter what you do. It does not matter whether you play video games all day or herd sheep in the wilderness while living off the land. It is all a struggle, and it all culminates in the same conclusion: death.
You have to fully embrace the struggle of life; only then can mild contentment be obtained. If you're okay with playing video games all day, keep doing what you are doing. After all, you could be a third-worlder, malnourished, with botflies burrowing into your eyeballs at 6 years old.
Having said that, you should absolutely follow your dreams, because there is nothing else. Ignore everything I just said. Get out in the wilderness, you fucking retard, and stop posting about your desire to do so on a garloid farming forum.