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>own vagina
>want to get /out/ more and become actually competent
>live in Scotland so pretty much wasting life if I don't
>unfit af
>inside leg measurement is 19 fucking inches, slow af
>get fat when depressed but am genuinely working on it (cutting food intake down til I don't feel too disgusting to go to the pool/gym atm)
>also arachnophobic normie trash but am genuinely working on that too
>also paralytically afraid of heights
>only camping experience is festivals
>know how to keep myself & things dry, pitch a tent and make the ground comfy, and how to cook unperishable food but that is it
>parents were white trash who stayed in bed all day getting drunk, raised to be useless but trying to change
>bf is opposite
>into bushcraft etc
>goes hillwalks, fishing, camping etc with bros every month
>have genuine interest in all these things
>keep asking if I can come with
>"um no offence darlin the guys aren't as patient as me and it's x kms mostly uphill and we're all over 6ft you'd tag behind and get lost sorry"
>so can we go together just me and you?
>"yeah babe we will at some point"
>never brings it up again and always says "later" when I do
>feelssobad.jpg
>own friends are all shut-in nerds who think outside is for normies
>my one friend willing to come wants to bring a fucking 100lr ice cooler with buggy wheels with him "for food"
>even I know this is retarded
Apart from stop being fat & actually do the things you're scared of, what does /out/ suggest?
How do I start/what do I need to start?