>>2118241It's a lot worse when you expect something to fix you or help, and it doesn't. Sorry friend, you're probably just in for more rough times.
>>2118273Nature's never made me feel like I "transcended" anything. It just reminds me of how small and limited I am. Hiking, camping, hunting, these are materialist experiences, and they remind you of how much there is to the material by taking away the default comforts that the city delivers.
