>>551329Anyone lurking or should I stop dumping?
><arrow pointing left> I didnt think the ink would soak through ><this section has a bracket labeled "meta" around it> Don't get it twisted. I'm not writing an anti-drug paper. Quite the opposite. I'm just explaining where I am at page one.> Eventually, I regained my depression. It was never gone, but now the mask was. I decided fuck it. I just went on autopilot for the remainder of H.S. I still failed my classes, but I did well enough on my SATs to get accepted into Engineering at dub - V - U. (Go Mountaineers)> So, here we are. Its 11:48PM. Second Semester and I still have no friends. >dos> Okay, the stage is set. As you can see, my life is a bit polar. I have great parents, a semblace of a brain, and a chance in college. Meanwhile, I am more alone than ever before and the only thing keeping me going is my heart-beat.> I've been putting myself out there, but its still not cliquing (see what I did there?). Ive gone to a few parties w/ floor mates, but I was decrewed a couple weeks in. My roommate looks down on me. He sees my antisoc. behaviors. I know its time to make a change, and as a result of me <unreadable> reading Fear & Loathing in L.V., I have been researching psychedelics. Irealize they are just tools to help you help yourself, <underlined> and quite frankly that's all I want.-