>>2477496I don't know. I have no friends and haven't opened up to anyone in years. Every person I've tried to get close to over the past ten years ends up ghosting me or I end up ghosting them. It's gotten to the point where I simply remind myself that all the associations I make a work are merely temporary and that nobody has any personal value to me beyond how good they are as a coworker. I am ready to leave this world behind, but there is no Mayflower to take me away to a new one.