>>2196001>Have you tried going to a therapist/psych?Yes, still do. I´m at 4 different therapists/psychologists, and I´m considering trauma therapy too, making it 5. (German Healthcare ftw).
>What do you think is the cause of it?Years of Bullying started it all, and being raised by a single-mom, with absent father (No I´m not black), but by now, I guess I just have it, because I have it. I also suffer from Anxiety, depression, depersonalization, derealization, tourettes, and a bunch of other shit. I fucking hate every single second of it. I tried so many things, nothing really works.
I want out of this. Badly.
>How old28
>are you a NEETYes. I´ve tried holding a job, but I can´t.
>Do you go to the grocery storeNo, only on some occasions, when I feel somewhat better than other days. But afterwards I am completely drenched in sweat, have a BPM of 130, and am close to having a panic attack, and an existenzial crisis.
>Can you go for a walkOnly at night, when there´s barely any people around, and I have to be at a maximum of 30 minutes from my house, otherwise I´m getting panicky.
