>>1905316I’m sorry OP. Just know that it ended, bc with the tools and knowledge you both had at the time, things were neither healthy nor sustainable. It’s easy to get lost in the whirlwind of emotions, and -like you - I find solace in being within a natural environment. Remember that the worst of the feelings will pass, and that it’s never unbearable. Every month will be better than the last. Keep a long term view, be kind to yourself, and don’t you ever post a thread on here again unless expect it to be hijacked by two mentally-ill weebs arguing about the merits of buttsex.
You’re gonna make it. We all will. Except for those dudes arguing about buttsex.