>>644606Your "mental conditions" and victim complex are 100% self inflicted. There are plenty of other entry level jobs you qualify for that you could take and would provide steady income for someone your age. You are not lost. Your are disillusioned by media and social media and whatever other outside sources you are letting effect you. You expect you should have all these great things by now but dont. And as a result you have alienated yourself and become reclusive. This is not the answer. Develop a plan and move forward.
You know what you need to do to improve your mental/physical/financial state. It is what runs through our minds every day. If I just did "x" every day or took "x" class or pursued "x" job I would be on my way to real improvement. The difference between average people and successful people is that they actually do "x" while the average Joe is content dreaming about what it might be like if he did "x".
It will be hard at first. You will want to give up every minute. But then something amazing starts to happen. You realize it's helping you and making you happy. You start taking pride in what you do and it gives you a sense of purpose. Whether it's accounting or making wooden spoons, working on cars to hanging line for the cable companies. Then you start getting good at it and developing it as a skill, interest and profession. Along with this comes better compensation.
"I'm a great believer in luck, and I find the harder i work the more I have of it"
Go make some luck.
