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>autistic 17 year old me goes on camping trip to highest mountain in Sweden with my sister and her bf
>lots of people on the trail including 10/10 girl that I start eye fucking already on the bus to the trailhead
>she starts to notice, eye fucks back
>keep eye fucking each other whenever we cross paths
>she starts getting herself in situations where she'll be near me like drinking at my well instead of hers at the base camp
>still just eye fucking, too spaghetti to say hi
>keep going like this until
>last day back off the trail when we're sleeping at the bus station cause the bus leaves in the morning
>last chance
>she gets away from her family and sits on the bench right outside my cabin so you can see her through the window
>I see my chance
>Tell my sister I'm going for a 'walk' and walk off so I approach her bench a bit from the side all casual
>She notices and lights up
>Spaghetti is spilling everywhere she is gorgeous
>Her body is perfect, her face is perfect. She's a perfect young woman in every way
>"So at this point I think it's pretty obvious we're into eac-"
>I keep walking straight past her and pretend I didn't hear or notice her
>I hear her mumble "...nähe" as I manually virgin walk away, which translates to something between "no" and "I guess not then..."
>Didn't see her again
>Stayed virgin until I was 22
