>>2274963hi OP you are in good company, theres many of us here that are living this life in one way or another. everything you have listed is the right way to go, although i would caution against devoting too much time to reading the bible. christianity in general is a scourge upon the earth and a large part of why things have gone so far astray. the writings of the desert fathers and mothers are worthwhile. have you visited hermitary,org? checking out eremitic writing from all the worlds cultures would be of benefit rather than focusing on one interpretation
anyway ultimately just take it easy, sit quietly and do your thing. when you live in the way, the rest will come
