>>876459You'll always feel like a pussy while you are quitting a habit. You'll let a part of you flog the fuck out of your confidence because you are going too slow or not going cold turkey. Success in quitting a habit and/or creating a new one (like not eating like a fat ass or living life not as an alchy) is all about baby steps and fiercely holding onto whatever ground you make against the habit. If you can go one trip and only drink 4 oz. then you know it's possible and you can hit that goal again or more.
Any resistance is better than none. All resistance can build your strength up over time.