>>221123>tfw my father never took me anywhere instead of his work to help him sell shit on market>my parents broke up when I was 7 and he took little interest in me>he only gave so much money to my mother or me he really, really has to (sometimes nothing for few years)>in primary school I was one of those kids who fantasizes about their father, to the point they lie what he does and why he isn't around when asked in class>I used to wet my bed untill I was 13 or so and psyhologist said it's probably because I'm afraid to lose my father>after few years my crazy mother get bored of this shit and send me back to him to live on her own or with one of her fuckbuddies probably>my father has new family and while they took me only to to ignore me I had to sleep on my grandma's couch, they only fed me and do my laundry, my stepmother hated me, treated me like a competition for her own kids and he always took her side, I felt like a fucking cindrella but prince never showed up>I've started wandering around in forest, used to spend my birthday afternoons sitting by campfire in the middle of the forest alone>my father never gave me anything either too, no x-box, no bike, he bought bike for himself once, I took it for a ride, fell and he told me to replace all damaged parts for my own money I got from summer jobs, which I did>the only thing I've got from him is old shitty baseball cap he forgot to take when he was visiting me when I was young adult (he was delivering merchandise to the town where I lived and needed a place to sleep) It's been more then 10 years now, but I still wear this cap, I was wearing it today and I'm 33And yet I managed to maintain outdoors hobbies for all my youth even if it meant going to forests alone. Now grab your balls and plan fishing trip.
pic related: it's the stupid cap
