>>360198Jesus, man that's some dark shit.
I can relate a bit.
>ask girl out that sits next to me in college course >asked her out at the beginning of the semester >she said she was already seeing someone >have to sit next to her and partner with her for the rest of the semester that was the only girl i asked out, ever lol
Kinda fucked with my mojo for a while, but not so much anymore.
Please don't give your self the ol'shotgun mouth wash.
You live in a fuckin cottage, and have an interest in bush craft.
dude, id kill for that kinda set up. some people pay big bucks to get away from all the hustle-bustle bull shit.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Strenuous_Lifehttp://en.wikisource.org/wiki/The_Strenuous_Liferead this then go forage for some berries with a bottle of rye, you'll feel better