>>1551241God damn it, OP, what a pic related. That story was the biggest letdown ever. I was so totally expecting that later during the trip the magic circumstances would arise where you had the time alone, and glory beyond kingly treasure would be had that day! Really though, WTF was up with that bitch, going all cold on you? You weren't too autistic, if she was feeling any calls, she could have read (You) better and been more assertive herself to accommodate. She was just not truly right in some deep way, and at first she was probably thinking something like "I wonder if I should be open to us liking each other" or whatever, and then she thought about it that night, made the decision not to, and was sure to not show you signals giving the idea that you should attempt to progress.
Anyway, it was still a great story, that is relatable on many levels to many of us, at least in some peripheral manner. So how did she wind up in life after that, do you know? Your story actually reminded me of the time I went with my best friend since 4th grade to his family's camp out in a relatively nearby state park for a two night weekend, and at night, his sister, older than me (I think I was maybe 13 and she was 16) slept on a cot beside mine, spaced about two feet, 10 person tent with 5 people in it all together, parents on far end from me, and she sucked my fingers after everyone had been hopefully asleep a few minutes! If I thought I could get my dick out and positioned, and her get positioned, without it being obvious to anyone potentially awake, that shit would have went down!