>>1650498Buddy your only 18, garbage happens to all of us all the time, thats just part of the human experience. Stop looking at how shitty things are and just look at the little things. Thats what i do to keep myself happy. Instead of focusing on my dead end job and minimal social contact I look at the good in my life no matter how small. Some beautiful trees outside my window can be enough to get me through a day just fine. Your still young and have a tone more shit to do, why end it in such an anticlimactic way? Do shit, go on adventures, and if you die doing those you will have lived for something cool.
If you really do want to kill yourself dont use a gun. Statistically most suicides by gunshots get fucked up and youll die slow and painful or be brain dead. Exit bag if you must.
