>>903979I'm seriously depressed... should I actually try to get help anons? I keep getting a rope together to hang myself but end up not doing it. I often just want to blow my brains out with my .270 winchester but it would make a mighty mess and horrify my wife when she found me. Hanging is a lot less messy but I'm scared of the minute or so of horror till I pass out and die.
Fishing doesn't even make me happy anymore. No one cares or wants to go with me. No one wants to go hunting. No one wants to go shoot arrows at the range for fun. No one wants to blow up soda cans with a shot gun. There is just no hope for friends as an adult. Everyone is too busy with work or their kids or some other horrific boring thing.
Everyone just wants to drink beer, or watch tv, or sit on their ass and get fat.
I'm basically an alcoholic and need to stop and I don't know if I'm going to make it to the new year guys.
If I don't make it keep shit posting for me guys.
>4chan isn't a blog it's basket weaving forum for Vietnamese shemales>I know friends.....I know 