>>2268863You're correct actually, it's hard to call it self improvement when it's been a routine for months now. Unlike your sporadic manic episodes induced by trauma whereby you pretend your playing the most dangerous game, I set realistic goals and get outside every single day to work on physical talents and maintenance of the equipment for these aforementioned talents. This month you may have gotten halfway through a self help book and planted some seeds, for the last 8 months I have been maintaining and riding a car sized animal.