>>456123cancer can be a horrible death so be prepared for that. if i read corectly you want to blow your brains out right ?
in my opinion its not a good way, to much strugle, hesetation, fear, skill involed.
watch this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vlRFul216LMgas is good, it make your last moments happy, an euphoric finale, at least thats what i tell myself... a friend of mine killed herself with her partner once he started to lose his persona
you should find everything with little research,