>>1824459I lost my fun in storm.
I came to the sea and there were these huge waves, I stood for half an hour watching and thinking whether to get in or pass. On one hand I thought ''not this time, changing clothes, waiting for the window in waves, this and that, don't feel pumped enough, rather just pass... '' but couldn't resist temptation of getting this epic feeling of being in this moving chaos of giant water mountains, seeing how these walls move onto you, throw you up, crush on you and then pass with roar leaving steaming flags of water dust behind, when nothing but sky could be seen and then crush on the shore. Scary, thrilling yet exciting and very refreshing it is, everything you were before entering this zone, standing on the shore is forever gone, you're a sheer will to survive now. And you don't believe you'll escape the deadly grips of this roaring monster until you're on the ground again, after you literally relived the real dream nightmare, running away from the beast while your feet barely move even though you try hard. The backflow pulls you into the sea, where this giant wave about to crush on you, get you in a whirl, hit onto the rocks and forever take you into the depths. Not this time, I made it out but had to sacrifice my left fin, tide caught it and it disappeared forever. Strange how sea act, seems like waves push everything out, but in reality they grab everything in and never give back. Sad to loose something that was part of you, now i have to swim with one fin, autumn has come, I dreamed gliding along the rocky shores watching the yellow leaves reflecting in the emerald water, but apparently it won't happen
