>>2038676>why do you feel the need to be working so often?I may have used the words "productivity" and "work" incorrectly as it's not something strictly speaking related to work. Objectively I'm not that much of a productivity obsessed individual: I'm a student and part-time worker and while I'm doing fine at both I also take my fair share of free time and then some over the week but that mostly comes naturally in bits here and there over the course of my normal days. It's when I have to explicitly commit time (in case of a good /out/ing an entire day plus preparation time) exclusively to recreation that the problems start. Like a squirrel, if I'm not looking for nuts to store for future rainy days something feels wrong.
I have issues.
>>2038704>free time at home is ok because my brain finds comfort in the idea that I could stop at any moment and get back to work immediately if the situation calls for it 