>>1114543>>enjoy NEET life for almost 3 years>>Realize the money I saved before is not enough>>feel like a sell outYou have wasted your lifetime doing fuckall and in picking lint out of your bellybutton all day you've fantasised about doing something with not even an ounce of realism about it. The costs are more than you can handle, but that's not the main problem. You've been NEET for 3 years. You can't run a household, you can't even take care of yourself.
You'd cry out for help after the first month.
>>dream aboutThis is your problem summed up. Do nothing, dream.
>>start reading Muir, Thoreau Thoreau spent 8 years writing that piece of shit book living with his mom. He was the heir of a family fortune and spent his time writing an anti-capitalist book about living in the wild, while being cared for nowhere close to it.
Frankly your life's failures and where your dreams belong are summed up in the fact that you read that fraud's perennial hypocritical toilet paper and felt "inspired".
