>>2046324Today I started working towards my arbitrarily chosen goal of summitting the highest mountain in my state. Peak of a local mountain range is 4600ft elevation and it had a 41% grade on average. It doesn't feel super great or especially rewarding to beat this mountain but I have the strange afterglow I get the day I come back from an /out/ing where I don't really feel like killing myself. So at least there's that. It's working for now.
