>>532133It's not even about going /out/. None of my friends have the same mentality as me and when we hang out I feel as if I have to be someone i'm not.
Most of them love the sound of their own voice and don't give two shits about whats going on in my life . When I bring up someone important they don't give two shits and always go back to talking about themselves and I'm just tired of them. When I ask them to do something we usually don't do like play pool they all act as if they are doing me a favor or something. I want friends who I can confide in , respect ,truly bond with and be myself around. I feel as if I got dealt a shitty hand in life.