>>1848632It might be because you weren't actually doing anything. Some people are just like that, they need a goal. You need to have an actual activity that you want to do. Wandering aimlessly? Doing some shit assed loop in a park? Not a goal, and some people enjoy that, just chilling in the woods and enjoying nature, but others need something to work towards to enjoy it. Find a spot, and challenge yourself to hike there and find something cool. My gf is the same way, she doesn't like to just hang around the woods, but if i give her a goal to get somewhere she's all over it. Doing a loop in the park isn't nearly as cool as finding a backwoods trail on the side of a sheer cliff to the top of a waterfall. I remember seeing the bones of dead animals that had fallen off the side of that cliff. 10000x more fullfilling than a park loop.
