>>1440602Anon, suicide is not what nature wants you to do. Animals do not give up and kill themselves, a tree doen't give up if it's in a shitty spot. They keep going and going until either they make it or die trying. Do what you need to in order to clear your head of the bullshit, if that means going and being a hermit in the mountains then do it. I'm setting out on a 2.5 month thru hike in less than a month for this very purpose.
We're all gunna make it brother