>>1243754You are never alone, you never were. We as humans are always walking on separate ways, never being able to truly understand each other as we go. As we walk on the thin lines all we can do is talk to each other. I wont be able to truly understand your feelings anon but know this, that no obstacle that you feel has not blighted another man before you, every struggle that you have is not new exclusively to you. To live is to struggle, everything in this universe is vibration - all is resonating just like the sin waves and amplitudes you have a high point and a low point just like life, when you think that you hit rock bottom that is when the laws of the universe kick in and drive you forward again, such is the nature of our lfie. Do not be profane by throwing this beautiful gift that you have ! A mother through suffering gave birth to you and you were given a name. If you are here saying things like you plan to end your self in truth what you are saying is I am lost ! Know that anon I care for you even if I never met you, and know that too I love you very much and would like to see you continue living, even if it hurts abit. What you have is a spiritual issue, if you truly have nothing to lose I ask of you to say this simple prayer: "Dear God thank you for shedding your blood for me upon the cross, please intervene in my life and save me from this tribulation"