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The only /out/ I've done all year was a short jaunt to a local alpine lake that you drive to, wife and I took our nephew.
My activity has suffered a lot the last three years. 2 years ago I bought a $1400 mountain bike to replace my Trek. Haven't ridden it more than 8 times since.
My backpacking setup has been on three backpacking overnighters.
Learned to rock climb this spring, have around $200 or so in to it. I didn't go to the last day of climbing because social anxiety is a bitch. Went once with a friend for a morning and we hit a rock gym this week for a couple hours.
I tried to find a local roadside crag to boulder a bit but got frustrated and came home. There is open climbing a bit south of me with a mountaineering club I "joined" around 5 tonight, but I'm pretty much just laying here on the couch staring at the wall.
What happened to me? Why am I like this now?
It's all so bleak and empty. There's just this crushing depression always somewhere in the background. It's July and I've done nothing. No /out/, no house projects finished. Another summer fucking wasted.
I wish I'd just get hit crossing the street or something. Fast enough to be instant, you know?
