>>1479804My single mother hated me to the point that see later put me into an orphants home to start a fresh family with the dude which molested me. Beeing alone in the forrest at my grandmotehrs property from 5 on was the only time in my life where I felt safe and at home. Roaming the woods with my german shepard.
The city is where those live which disregard a natural life for profit, it's Sodom and Gomorha. People from all around the world gather together like cage raised chickens for only one reason, that beeing money. They let their children be raised by the state and their barrelscratched emloyees, never learning any skill beyond making money and beeing a good chicken. Nobody trusts anybody, nobody knows anybody, you are nothing but a tax number. Meanwhile out there you are worth what you can add to your groups safety and comfort. You need to trust and know each other. Money and other superficial stuff stops beeing important. Even if we disregard actual science showing us time and time again that city dwellers are much more depressive and that going /out/ even for half an hour will make you much more at ease and happy for days, that the air and water in the city are horrible for your and your offsprings health and that /out/ there you will be hard pressed to see melanin enrichment - even than, the onky humans which would pick the pavement life before nature are those which don't know what they would sacrifice, those which are maybe even afraid loosing their comforts and superficial safety, similar to house cats which only in their late adult life get the oportunity to leave their cement cage. Many of those cats freely stay at the window socket looking out, but not stepping further than necessary into it.
Ask yourself why pretty much any decent person has the deep longing for something along the line of "homesteading" when they start talking their life seriously and start a family. They know that the city is a bad place.
