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I lost my drivers license at 22 due to a seizure disorder, im now 24 and cant go more than 2 or 3 months without having a fairly intense episode. Going /out/ requires getting another person to drive/accompany me since there's always the possibility of having a seizure on the trail and smashing my skull on a rock. Since my diagnoses ive become extremely homebound and depressed. I still reorganize my packs, sharpen/maintain my equiptment, and constantly browse this board, but it only makes me miss it more. Knowing ill never be able to hop in my truck and drive into the bush to solo camp is living hell, and I envy every one of you on a regular basis. I was also deemed disabled by the government, which caused me to loose my position as the manager at a honeyfarm. Now I just rot away at home collecting disability-bux every month. Its like life is trying to keep me from nature
>on the plus side if I save my gubment handouts maybe ill be able to afford my own piece of land in the next 10 years
