>>854776>find the job you love and you'll never work a day in your life..is a saying for a reason. It might not be popular on this thread but people refer to their jobs/careers as how they make their "living" for more than just the money. We're like huskies, we're happy when we're pulling the sled but also have time to rest. Don't work to hard, but do work. The trick is finding the right job. Since you're on /out/ there's always an outdoors job thread, you should check that out. Honestly if I could have five years added to my life to do whatever the fuck I want I'd become a wilderness firefighter- that shit sounds dope, and there's gotta be a ton of pussy waiting for you when you get into town.
I know shit seems like it sucks, but it'll pass and you'll have times when you wonder why you felt that way. Don't hurt yourself or hate yourself, and recognize that it's just a phase and it'll pass, and try to just be good to yourself and set yourself up to be doing something cool (hey even a fastfood job can be cool) when you're feeling better.