>>2752263>literally shaking. The world isnt your safe playground.Same thing happened to me at 10 years old. I went to use the urinal at a natural swimming pools restroom and 2 gay guys where row boating each other on the benches. It scared me and enraged me that they would do such a thing. Now I would just laugh. Now what induces that same level of literally shaking and rage is someone pulling out a gun unexpectedly and making me see someone I loves brains while they breath agonally and the thick red coagulated blood seeps out on the concrete. The thought of that sends me into this same female reddit wanker panick. So I choose to build a wall. A walled garden females can feel safe to play in alone.