>>2118241i dont know who this chris candles is but he sounds like a fag. Solo camping, solo motorcycle trips, solo vacations. maybe it was just the process of relying on people to make me happy in the past but I shed that idea through experience. druggy clingy girlfriends and friends who prove distant when they arent tended to in boring discord calls prove my point for myself, these things could apply to you and you could be contempt with them. I got 2 best friends from 1st grade that I try and visit every month or two and thats it. When im with them my worries are gone for those moments. The best thing to learn is to love yourself and do nothing but the things that make you happy. Even if it means your life is just meant to be more lonely than others. the only downside for me is im more schizophrenic than before