>>1789834Alone. Waking up at a summit knowing nobody will ever share this experience with you, either through faults found in you or your own social ineptitude. Wrapped in a cocoon of your own despair as you desperately try to remember the last time you felt human warmth, a smile directed towards you, or a sense of value outside of general survival. And as you watch the sunrise and sun set, you whisper for the last time in your mind "i love you", just to have one final memory of those three words never uttered by another human voice. To you. As you lay down one more time and pray the overdose of sleeping pills do thier job this time.
