>>502592I've been legit depressed a few times. I've never been depressed enough to kill myself (duh), but I've certainly felt the urge some times. More notable is the urge to roam, to just leave, to just get up and go "fuck this", and walk out the door. Of course our society doesn't work that way but I think depression is sort of a natural response, your mind going, "this aint working, time to spread your genes elsewhere". Then again, your judgement does get clouded as fuck, and you become less intelligent, and a lot of people just off themselves (probably because it's too easy to do today), but there are those who stare down the barrel and say "no, fuckit", and then just leave to do crazy shit instead.