>>1775894You're right and I know it. I just can't do it yet. I'm going to try to do it when I can. My sister's wedding is coming up. Maybe when I see him then. I don't know.
I'm doing fine though. Better than the heroin and meth addicted homeless I'm running into more often these days now that my car broke down. They forgot to lock up some electrical boxes at the park so I turned the power back on. Got juice for my electronics, I have to walk 4mi to get to clean water and a portal potty, but I need the exercise anyway. Got enough money for another two months of food and cell service. I should find out in a bit less than a month if the military will take me. If not, I'll go into the woods for a couple months and spend all my time hunting, fishing, studying Russian, and practicing the harmonica. Plane tickets are dirt cheap and I got some friends in the East. I'll do some merc work for a while. They welcome volunteers with open arms.
I might be the poorest person in this thread, but I got a bit over 200 cash, 3500 worth of electronics, and I'll get 300-500 for scraping my car. Got friends and family even if I don't want to fall back on that. But more importantly: I have a purpose. Not only a belief system to die for, but one to live for. As far as I'm concerned, I'm the richest man in the world because I finally want to live.
Sorry, I know that's a super gay rant. I've been living in my car for a year and a half now and haven't seen any of my friends or family in a bit over a year. I have a tendency to say nothing or say too much.
