>>1043564Lel. And my anxiety is what makes this shit all so annoying. Just stay away and watch porn. Since the beginning, I will finally convince myself to calm down and ignore girl a little bit for a few days and then she says or does some shit that pulls me back in. It's strange, like I said in all my bitching and blogposts that she is super fucking picky and looking for these certain things but the longer we hang out, some shit keeps bringing us back together even tho we were both looking for reasons to break it off.
>>1043594I have thought about it, but I think it's more complicated.
>>1043598You should probably get out of Missouri. I'm so happy I left IL. But I think one day if I ever make it old enough to retire, I will end up on a lake in MN or northern WI trying to get the fuck away from everybody.