>>2649172Chug anon here. The booze+perique was a mistake. It Makes you feel good and shows you a vivid image of everything you want only to disappear and leave you wanting. Humans are very capable of driving themselves to the edge of a variable of psychoses and perique in high quantities seems to help you get there. I'll have to try smoking it a bunch on a day I'm feeling extra deterministic and see if it's a catalyst for anything, maybe I should go the direct route with some peyote, but I'm not ready for that. Just be careful if you're looking to actually go the Alistair Crowley route the other guy mentioned. Self driven psychosis+mind altering anything leads to schizophrenia in insecure people whose greatest abhorrence is themselves.