>>1009216Just fucking kiss her if you haven't already.
>get this original girl to make up her mind or get the fuck out of there and move onJust stay there, don't lose her, keep looking.
She will either let you go or you will let her go when you are ready.
Stop thinking about it and what might happen.
I know it's hard I was there a month ago, I was also batshit insane on mercury nitrate poisoning, but thinking is over-rated. Now I'm just letting life take me and it's taking me to new areas I want to go to.
Go take some LSD-25.
Thing is with this new lass, we clicked straight away, so many things as well, computer science, nature, not wanting kids, neither of us able to have kids, shit past relations, healthy eating, hatred of humanity and religion but still open and all-encompassing of people of all backgrounds and ethical differences (until they start preaching religion, then they can just fuck off), open-mindedness to talk freely about anything and say anything to each other knowing we will not be offended even if we tell each other what we do not like about each other, there will be no fighting, we will just say what we mean/think and the other would correct what we did, or laugh and shrug it off, knowing the other would just have to live with it and laugh along.
It's fucking beautiful to find someone this in-tune with, ... myself? Just the contentment I have felt all my life is somewhat shared with her.
