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Good thread. My troubles at the moment are not getting mad at the feeling of lacking autonomy in my life's direction, I want to get a house with my gf and have some kids, but I wasted my early 20's and in many ways am still having a lot of trouble breaking out of the laziness I grew accustomed to from my sheltered and NEETy upbringing and past. So I am approaching 30, working a crap wagie job part time and trying to maintain my fleeting motivation in learning what I should have learned in high school so that I can get a degree (by my early-mid 30's...) and not live the prole life, not that a degree guarantees shit all.
When I pulled myself out of NEETing and got a gf I was very onboard with all the self improvement stuff, but working full time drained all my energy and I just cant get over the asinine way of so many people and more generally the system of work etc. I know it doesn't help me much to sit whining about society maaan, but I also cannot genuinely convince myself that It's not all just a big farce. At best I can, in bursts, go through the motions which slowly lead to a chance of financial success, then I get so bored and angry that I start spending too much money driving places to fish or distracting myself with hobbies to escape the dreariness of it all.
