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>forgot to mention beforehand that our landlord kicked us out of our house for no apparent reason>so forced to live in ghetto part of town>for the first time in my life, I genuinely consider ending it all>but my brother and family would be dissapointed, so I stay alive>eventually work my way out of rut>keep working a lot of hours and accumulate money because it keeps me occupied and I didn't want to be poor again>life becomes stagnant and nothing really changes for better or for worse>eventually accumulate a lot of money over time>bought myself my first car>move out of ghetto>only one more semester of class>nothing is holding me back after thatSo where does /out/ come into play through all this...
>still accumulating money>plan to eventually traveling the US and live out of my car for a year>fly fishing all the rivers I come across>backpacking when I can>work odd jobs and seasonal work until I find a reason to settle down againBeing /out/ is the only thing that has never dissapointed me or anything. It's always there and has been extremely therapeutic for me.
And eventually I'd like to come back to this board and share my experience and hold a q and a like old /out/ists used to do.
