>>2211838I'm not sure if this is correct for me, but I'll add some more details about my current state if that helps you give a better idea. My little sister killed herself three months ago and I've been slowly going manic and self-isolating, my parents have never been good for emotional support, I'm severely depressed, not content with my shit job, shit town, or shit society, and I've been flirting with death and have gone /out/ for long periods of time with the intent of seeing if anything could kill me so I wouldn't have to do it myself.