>>2641419>Schizophrenia?sure sounds like it to me
I am so sorry OP but there is no advice we can give you for this besides take your meds once you get a proper diagnosis
Dont run from this , some people can be more or less ok with meds but there is no living a normal life for you.
Take meds and stay home
Homelessness plus your condition are a living fucking nightmare for you and everyone you encounter if you go that route
Once again, I am so sorry anon