>>1320494You have made the right choice.
Just have the mindset that you must go back for your gran, you are not forced.
It only adds to the story.
You can also be a bit selective with your flight back if you choose. It's summer you should be more north, the deep south sucks ass in the summer.
As for guns, get cleaned up and go to almost any gun store with a shooting range, you can rent a gun and buy bullets to shoot.
Your story makes me sad with my life, fuck.